trying hard to keep myself sane at some points in time.
I mean after getting out of school for awhile and going to work for a few days, I felt as if I m already really far away from those rj days.
I once felt so ever powerful and had such big plans, until I came face to face with the reality of life.
I really really admire people who love their jobs, but I ve really never met anyone like that yet
so life is sad for many people
what can be worse than spending half of your life doing something that you don't really enjoy

n at this point of time, I am really unsure ( even more unsure than before) of what I really want to do in future.
I really wonder how many people are really sure of what they want to do in future and that they won't change their minds at some times in future.
I ve no idea how am I going to apply for scholarships because I am unsure. but I m very sure that many people are too. but I cannot lie, neither do I like to
omg. everything is so depressing.=.=

I want to get married now.......... lol