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my chem!! is dead.
first of all my chem is already lousy by nature. because im not born to do chem
n then my memory is bad so i cant remember my equations properly
but worst of all, i dont have time to study or rather i wasted too much time
i didnt look through any tutorial n the last time i read through my notes was loooong ago.-.-

the reason that im writing this is because there is too much insecurity!
im going to dieeeeeeeeeeee.-.- for chem at least


sometimes i wonder i will get the chance to see people whom i have met when i was young.
there are many many many people whom i ve lost contact with
n still vividly remembered.
its kind of funny I remember people of my childhood so very well.
for the recent past six years, i ve probably only remembered a couple of people who are dear and close.