zz i slept from ytd night to 1pm today o.o

I think I really cant shoot anymore even if I continue
-.- ytd i tried to hold the rifle n it feels damn weird
everything seems to be wrong somehow, haha this is damn weird
sighs i wondered what happened or is it just my mind, but i dont think so.

anyway I feel almost contended by the way things are now
enjoy the occasional chats with coach during j1s trainings, haha
although they never last long and are totally irrelevant to shooting .
hahaha. he told me how he met his wife ytd ._

I like Allison from antm coz shes unique and hmm very scary.
wayyy too cool


Allison is the best. haha
so disappointed with the antm results. ._.

ps: I cant stand:
people who are very girly ( or rather faked out behavior )
despos ( just die )
actually Im referring to the same person .

organic chem omg =( !