wa faint. today i was so proud of myself for doing superr fast for physics.
at least i thought i really did very fast! n to my horror the person beside me finished the paper a few seconds before me! o m g.-.- lol
i think i could do better for the other papers if i could concentrate more like today.-.-
n my calculator mild functioned again for the nth time today. i just couldnt find my answer after trying to calculate for ten minutes. n this happened during many exams before including the h3 exam. zzz. n i m talking abt Q TWO of mcq o.o i stucked there.-.- wth
haha im waiting to see the result of not really studying for ct.=.=
when i tell u i didnt really study means i didnt really study.

n about shooting,
it really sucks when you think about what potentials you have and what you could have done. =(
its too late to achieve some things now. sighs
anyway i think im not very sane. haha. i like coach =)))
i dunno why i just like coach. hahaha
n he said that this year isnt going to be smooth sailing for nationals. sighs
totally agrees. so many things could be so much better.
not only for me. for some others too. although i think i contributed quite a lot to this sad situation =.=
im going to miss so many people aft this. haha. like coach n XIAOPENGYOU =))

sometimes i wonder why my last nationals would end up this way. sighssss
or maybe i would be able to shoot an excellent score in some other random competition next time but it would be different, its not nationals =((