i have always considered myself as a relatively ( if not very) lucky person.
somehow i always surprise myself by getting what i really want.
but this time i feel my luck is really running out.
of course u may very well say that it has nothing to do with luck
but i really cant find an answer to why everything seems to be wrong now.
xxxholics says that a person with too much luck will definitely experience sth very unfortunate in future.
i think its happening now.-.- rahhhhh

when i was in cambodia, i felt so motivated after interacting w the people there.
nothing seemed to be impossible and all my little worries in the past seemed to be so insignificant compared to their problems.
i was so determined to become a better person then
n here i am, back to the same old self. not better but worse.

right now i have only 1 wish. which is very very important to me.
pls let it happen!