today went to watch the cl performance. i liked the last one onli. but i felt damn sian aft the whole show when everyone was like so emotional n hugging each other. wads so sad about things like this? i don't understand at all. it's just like after competition. is it sad? oh. when they won , the sec4s cried. why they cry? i just don't find such things sad at all or worth crying. (well, maybe tat's because i did not put in effort.)

after today, i have finally realised that people are just different. u just can't expect your new friends to be the same as your old friends. when you are with different groups of friends, the feeling is just not the same. it can neva be the same. im just being silly to think that one day these friends can be the same as those old friends.

i seriously don't like others to tease me. anything about me. i will get angry. i will feel extremely uncomfortable. i don't understand why people just don't want to listen and keep doing it. maybe im just too sensitive but it really feels bad. i know you all are just joking and meant no harm but i hated it.